serendipity

2011-12-14T07:18:00.000-08:00

Sands of time flowing from my hands,

I see in your eyes our love divine,

Will this love also vanish or keep shining like this sun

Sometimes i wonder when everything will be just sand under this sun.

I still...

2011-09-05T11:22:00.000-07:00

tears flow down from these eyes,

see you taking a far off ride,

you made me laugh you made me cry,

you made me into a fragile piece of glass but dry

when you held me in your arms,

things were so right,

we used to laugh and fight everything but shy,

now when you are too close to me,

even a hard touch from you,

shatter me into many peices,

hard to gather by.

I still smile for you,

hoping of the hopes to be in your arms again,

shouting the word love loud enough for my heart to hear,

give me some strength that i can stand for you,

you can see me all smile everything except cry.

2011-06-28T07:16:00.000-07:00

life sees drifting apart,
feelings seem fading the hearts,
i will hold u tight until this storm subsides,
may this sand slipping from feet rise and shine....

i gave u my heart to keep with care,
not to share with strangers scare.....
ur love seems to be blurred, your care looks small,
where u walking to my darling ,
is not the island we found.
you come back to me , i will keep waiting,
only until my senses goes in raining.
you had my trust you have it now.

2011-02-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

Sometimes these feeling become short of my words,
Sometimes my hand just slips from yours,
When u smile at me, I am sometimes looking in the sky
sometimes u call me but I don´t hear your voice...
but everything becomes fine after a while...
When I look in your eyes, give you a smile...
hold your hand walkover those sometimes.

Sometimes you wonder whats troubling me,
sometimes you see me cry and wonder why..
sometimes you catch me wandering alone for a while..
but when you take me in your arms,
everything falls into place again for a lifetime.

these moments you see me with sometimes
are the moments i live and die sometimes...

The Dream

2010-12-28T02:11:00.000-08:00

A house on a beach,
would be a dream to see
will hold our hands and walk on the sands,
sit on the rocks and watch those waves run.

Each day we can sing our songs,
and water will applaud,
and sands smile and show their charm.

Little by little water shall rise,
from our toes to our feet to our hands it reaches,
our faces would glow,our eyes would glitter,
with the coldness of water
our hearts get closer together.

When we step on floor each morning,
sands would welcome the day with shine so charming,
you see in my eyes the urge to splash the sea,
float ourselves into lovely endless beach.

The evenings would be not just calm,
with the waves slowly melting hard times,
your hand in mine would be my only possession.
While we watch the endless love of water and the sand.

To my Dear Diary....

2010-03-10T21:50:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

Thanks for being by my side. This is for you .....

at the times of misery , betrayl and distress,
its only my diary who stays as my friend.
i hue and cry, wet you with my tears,
i smash your pages with anger and fear.

at the times when am happy, glad with joy,
i forget you in my drawer,leave you alone wet in my shower.
i jump out of sucess,i rhyme with other songs,
i dont think that u might be lonely waiting to be in my arms.

at the times when am hurt by the loved ones of my life,
you call me so sweetly and stay close by my side.
i tell you half of my stories full of pain and compalints,
still you dear diary you dont walk away.

at the times i dont see you for days together,
my life feels happy but i know its incomplete.
my loved ones dont like you because you are my only trust,
dont worry my diary i owe you my life.

2010-02-05T06:32:00.000-08:00

you left me behind, walked off like you were never mine,
you shrugged ur shoulders , swiped your things,
you never knew my darling, how heart broken i am being.
things which dont matter to you , pinch deep inside my heart,
i wish you can understand how lonely am into peices apart.

i wish....

2010-02-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

i wish i could have a eraser to vanish evils out of my life,
i wish i had few pencils to draw out people whom i miss,
i wish i carried nice colors to fill my sad moods,
i wish i commanded winds to dry off my tears,
i wish there was a time everyday full of cheers.

life becomes so complex everythng gets tangaled up,
i wish i could just not care at the problems with no fear,
everyone asks so many questions, people carry so much ego,
i wish i could still get my sleep like my heart is crystal clear.
sometimes you fight with me and leave me alone,
i wish i could forget the hurt and get you back in arms my dear.

Few words From my heart.

2009-12-27T22:48:00.000-08:00

Life can blow even while u sailing smooth,
It can hit you hard even if u cover up in shell,
Things can become dramatic in between sudden romance,
Without u knowing your heart can be torn pieces by any chance!

You keep on planning ur life ahead,
But what may come to you my dear mite be oceans apart!
I took so many steps to cover up these roads,
When I Hit the rock I relaised my only eyes were also closed.
Running swiftly doing chores carrying my loads,
I was walking towards my destination but reached to the start!
Can someone tell me what i have sown,
Is it this dreadness or my life that seems miles apart!
After living so many years God made me realize,
what i carry in hands is not my life but just the sand!

2009-09-22T00:35:00.000-07:00

this world is a lonely place to be in,
so many roads so many towns,
so many people so many relationships,
still it leaves scars and bruses and cuts
of broken heart and shattered dreams,
it has all which i m not in for....

city and rains, cycles,buses and trains,
still am dry with tired feet walking on and on..
festivals and celebrations, birthdays and ocassions,
but this soul is empty like it never was.
this world is a lonely place to be in
but i have no option but just to live through it...

looks like day bright with a sun,
but it feels like a desert with no one but none.
its a struggle which everyone fights,
who ever looses fights this life.
what have i sown to get all this ripen sorrow,
i look more for my share because i guess someone has just borrowed.

2009-07-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

tears fall from heaven drowned into hell,
life has become a misery gng on all the time,
where shld i stay, tell me wheres the fray?
its so much confusion, its a total chaos,
where have i landed , it was suppose to be a hell turned in heaven
but its like everyone is everyone's prey.

blood is a fusion of thrust and pain,
parts of my body lying on street,
waiting for someone to take away these chains.
give them some life , breathe them some air,
everything will soon corrode into ashes.
then there will be my only gain.

Life without Love

2009-06-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

every step u are walking away from me,
Is every pulse of my life you are taking away with u.

every curve of the road u following so smoothly,
Has the very speed of flight you are crushing away my heart.

Slowly your words are drifting away from me,
echoing very love you always spoke to me.

You stepping each moment to walk towards the light,
leaving behind every second full of dark sight.

Everytime you pull an umbrella in a rain,
remember my darling it will be ur love crying loud for life.

2009-01-22T22:23:00.001-08:00

Understand me like you understand your heartbeats,
trust me like you trust your sleep,
love me like you love your creations,
and be with me like I reside in your self.

this is me

2008-11-12T22:28:00.001-08:00

i never knew i would write something here instead of my poems:

i came to south and the picture became really clear.i saw unsual things here.and it makes me wonder why why why?

ppl go miles long to meet god and give them money.i find it so stupid ppl lying on grounds and offering money to a stone ... dont they realize money is man made thing...god is so supernatural power...y d hell he needs money? to buy a house or car? so that means when money wasnt invented god wasnt happy wid ppl? they offer god flowers...they kill the flower by plucking it and offer it to the person who gave birth to it... how would a mother feel if u offer her the dead body of her own child?

ppl here offer god hair! now what is it about? god is bald? he will stick hair in head? got gave it as a gift to u...will a mother like a bag of her child's hair as a gift?
for me god is our mother... i think god will be happy if instead of offering flower i plant a tree. instead of giving money in temple i give lunch to my maid's child everyday( not just for one day ). for me god will be happy if instead of going miles to visit temple and getting lost in all the pooja ceremonies when we forget actually whom are we here for , i visit a village and give poor people that money and sit in my room quitely and thank him for giving me these hands and feet so that i can help him make this world a better place not just gift gold in temple.
i would like to collect the oil used to light diya in pooja ghar everyday and give it to a labour family downstairs so they can cook a nice family dinner or maybe dinners for them.
for me god doesnt reside in a single stone kept in a temple 500 kms away. god doesnt reside in a statue covered in gold and silver kept on top of mountain, pond doesnt have god which has hot springs coming out.... god is in the air, god is in my room, god is in hands, he makes me do all the good and bad work...i can find god anywhere anytime.
everyday is good for me because everyday is gifted by god. every color is sacred for me because every color u can find in sunshine. every meal is a prashad for me and taking every breath is a pooja for me because i am confident that god is happy seeing me happy and alive.

2008-07-03T23:21:00.000-07:00

Whats d right and whats d wrong,
Lets decide before i start to crawl.
Should i stay on the other side of the path
else will it be some pierced crime?

whats d day and whats d night,
you still want to fill the gap in time?
gone are the moments when we were mine,
time has come to sell my sunshine?

2008-06-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

looks like i hv live soo many lives in so less time
everynew turn shows a new door
looks like its full of happiness
but its hidden wid thorns
takes away 4m me more than it gave.

doors open wide 2 welcome me inside
and i stupidly step inside thinking its worthwile
journey 2 d exit full of crimes
i commit on myself and cry out loud
smoking in d ashes till i reach d other door
it shows me mercy by stepping d other side

at d end hv lost more than i bought
soo empty inside still living dis crime

Should I?

2008-04-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

slipping from these fingers
or are they slippery instead
falling on these paths
or are they glossy and mess
going away far and distant
are those moments i wanted to cherish all fresh

feet tired of walk and arms broken with cry
havent you noticed pain in these eyes
has d world gone blind
or the mankind lost kindness they harnessed long back time

should i make these roads turn our side
or push those thorns away which are pricking in our eyes
love should havent died, lives forever tales recite
hate subsiding till the end from the start
which should be diminished in d start.

should i do something to kill the mankind
filled of hatred filled of false pride
made of stony heart , made of dirty mind
way of life must be riding some happy bike
smoothly flowing and gently caring our shrines.

should i do something....

Lets do something together!

2008-04-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

Lets take some steps to dwindle
shining some roses , breathing a song
finding a little rest ,
in between the pillars and chests
creaming the layers, shaping the doors
lying is my life in your hands
....... like some dust and little sand.

Lets walk few miles to share some smiles
forgot those fights makeup days nice and bright
leaves falling on the paths
hiding the turns blind .
lowering myself matching to your sight
maybe am trying to fit in your eyes.

Lets praise few movements
make some happy make some smile
laugh few things out which pierce hearts out.
making these lines i pray for some shade from ur eyes.
looking through the glass i see things so blind
still thinking is it easy to cross or to fright.

Let me wonder whether to shape up d mind
or let this time slip away so fast
like cold wind passed through frozen hands.
mere sight of ur eyes might burn d darkness
and mere flick of it might burn away d brightness i harness.
dnt take so much control of my life darling
that it blows away my present and our past.

As much as i hv known u,i feel these lines reflect u..

2008-02-07T01:16:00.000-08:00

Only few words are enough to feel your rhyme,
Some laugh is all you need when you whine,
Life is bare widout some sorrows,
They are yours to feel joy tomorrow.

Strong should be the bridge u sow the seed,
That can fight all the evil weeds.
Eyes should be wise not so weak
They are to love divine and capture those peaks.

Done with the bribes!

2008-01-18T06:27:00.000-08:00

Is it true or some dream just glued,

hope it stays or will just blow away,

Maybe am sleeping or maybe am awake

Whatever it is i wish it to be forever the same.

Is it vice or just with a costly price,

Maybe my eyes are fake

else don't believe happiness next to my door,

Whatever i get god make it final to the floor..

Maybe am lost or am found,

Discovered an island which was my home from before.

So many thoughts so many smiles

Stocked to my soul everything so alive.

I wish it comes true

Maybe i was bit lured,

Who cares i love it happening

And wish everyone loves it too..

Days have passed yet so awaited

for the sun to shine and winds to rewind

for the birds to chirp and flowers to bloom

Hope its d start and the end of dead.

Hope love stays forever and so do you.

Gone....

2007-08-17T09:36:00.001-07:00

Night turning into dawn,
dawn still yet so far.
Memories turning to stones,
stones still yet so tender.

All the dresses turned so old,
rotten is that gold.
Which once shined so bright,
people used to imagine sun at sea shore.

Paths are some lost,
wishes are some bygone.
Searching still in the trash,
looking for the hopes which were mine when i was old.

Wise is the virtue i have dreaded with life,
thinking still of the age when lost was every eye.
Catering to my youth am now immatured,
hoping for a vague recollection of present i lived in.

Leaves have fallen to this ground,
pretending to impose a tree to fool every eye.
Darkness hanging loose by the sky,
try to pretend morning without a hint of shy.

Lovely nights

2007-04-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

These starry nights,
filled with beautiful skies,
still remind of times
you took me from back by surprise.

Lovely breeze floating on my skin
kissing close to my neck,
where you felt me
and i gloom ed whole night

Trees tonight dancing with the waves
just like the sensations
running through my body
when you wrapped your arms around my shades

Music on the radio playing tonight
sings of the moments
our eyes danced and feathered
touched some hearts and left me mesmerized

Night still rhyming
petals still shining
paths still waiting
and my heart still beating
every breath you take
gives a new life but at stake

Come soon my darling
i wanna go back to start
where you left us
being just together and like never apart!-- Thanks & Regards,Tanu.

2007-03-27T19:59:00.000-07:00

Night is the time when there is so much silence,you can hear your heart crying,see the loneliness creeping in your pulse,its dark to even find a single soul that dives in your eyes, sleep on your lips,floats on your Palm and breathes on your chest.
you hug a pillow thinking it will hug you back,you kiss your hand thinking it will kiss you back.
you want to break the darkness thinking you will see some love, your eyes closing of sleep but your mind lost and burned in ashes.
still you sleep thinking when you wake up instead of just sunlight he will come and take you in arms.

lines...

2007-03-27T06:13:00.001-07:00

Eyes whisper those words,

which tears cry out loud.

your hand in my hand

stays forever all night

garnered all the pieces,

glued together and fine.

shimmered the velvet roses,

along the way to your town.

poisoned the envy evil,

burned those devil eyes.

lit the candle in wine,

admiring just your smile.

crossed the rivers of depth,

reasons be unsaid.

eyes reaching the divine,

disseminating love in moon light.

petals open their heart,

rain drops have fallen apart.

when touch caresses those feathers,

blushed and red they fly forever.

lines...

2007-03-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

Eyes whisper those words,

which tears cry out loud.

your hand in my hand

stays forever all night

garnered all the pieces,

glued together and fine.

shimmered the velvet roses,

along the way to your town.

poisoned the envy evil,

burned those devil eyes.

lit the candle in wine,

admiring just your smile.

crossed the rivers of depth,

reasons be unsaid.

eyes reaching the divine,

disseminating love in moon light.

petals open their heart,

rain drops have fallen apart.

when touch caresses those feathers,

blushed and red they fly forever.

someday

2007-03-21T23:04:00.000-07:00

someday i was waiting for that pain
i got when u said my name in disdain
someday was the day i stayed
walked on streets with blooded feets

someday i was crying your name
hoping you care enough to slap me again
someday was that rain
that burned every leave every grain

someday was i lost again
hear your voice and held your hand
someday i heard you breathe again
i walked with you till the road end

someday we were one again
no tears no pain no hurt no shame
someday it was u who walked every way
searched me from hell and took me away.

2007-03-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

this loneliness creeping inside
killing every breath i admired
crashing my hopes beating my heart
not letting me even peep outside

shelling me hard deep in a dungeon
darkeness filling every stride
pulling my soul not feeling my pain
trashing my life this loneliness creeping inside...

you and me

2007-03-16T13:52:00.000-07:00

when u hold my sight

u take away the sorrows

when u say my name

my heart fills with joy

my eyes wait for you

till the end of the road

this is the time

you dont leave me alone!

when u stay with me

my tears are filled with smile

u walk next to me

my paths turn into roses

ur hand helds my hand

and my heartbeat rushes!

when u walk away from me

i tried to hold u back

i turned to call ur name

it was all in disdain

same sorrws were born

loneliness without u till dawn

come back to me darling

life without you is full of thorns!

winds blew away

2007-03-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

i was weaving a drape, to take care of me through day and night,i was choosing colors,making it like sunshine.i wove carefully,each thread was the heart of my life,when i showed it to my friends,they said it isnt worthwhile.
i was still weaving the drape,ignoring every criticize,i believed i was right,i was determined i will take this flight.i strolled,gazed,ran,wait ,fall,walked through every fate,it was soo tuff to brake my pride and the drape became my heart.
winds were blowing soo hard,taking every tree every kitei was scared i wont fly by,but the drape hold me tightit gave me warmth it gave me lifeit touched my heart in a way noone on earth would do.
drape was the treasure i kept close to my heart,protected it from every beast,nurtured it by my blood and wineit was getting bigger,taller and smarter,what i didnt know it was growing farther.
it became my life,my soul my prideyears passed and moments stayed forver in these eyes were dreams of that smile.i was happy i was glad,i clould have jumped from a mountain and gave my life,that was only for drape of my life.
when soo much happiness i carried in my eyes,holding i was the love of my life ,winds were strong,sun was burning,trying to kill me anytime.i smiled i had a him but when i turned pieces of my heart were all over the ground,crushed by a stone,burned by an arm,kicked by a eye,trashed by the loveeverythread i cared,i loved,i sewed,was pain in my hearti was blind,i was deaf,am crying am left
somewhere must be the drape i loved i caredsomewhere he remembers my eternal love my tearsam naked am cold,am burning fold by fold,why did i trust why didnt i feared,i couldnt be the one i sweared.

Sometimes when u

2007-03-01T00:57:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when u forget me

i will sneak over with winds

touch your hands and blow your hair

give u back those memories

when i was there

sometimes when u remember me

i will go so far

you try to fell my hands

but i will be gone in those stars

sometimes when u call me

you will hear some voice

long back it cried calling u soo many times

lost will be that voice

sometimes when u miss me

i will climb in ur heart

lay in ur beats in every touch u please

kiss ur soul and never leave ur shore.

2007-02-20T10:42:00.000-08:00

dnt touch those tears
thy r made of fire
thy burned down the heart
shut down my breath

dnt touch those tears
thy r flowing forever
all the rivers hv dried
oceans hv ended
still these burns burning forever

Velvet tears

2007-01-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

These velvet tears,
Flowing through my eyes
Searching for something
Flowing long and long

These empty eyes,
Emptiness still cries,
Filling everything coming in their way
Teasing little cries

These abandoned arms
Walking away so many miles
Looking for a shelter
In someone’s eyes

This lonely girl
Cried all night
Sitting alone on the road
Who doesn’t crush her sole
All lone
Hurts deep inside

2006-04-22T14:29:00.000-07:00

STORY OF ANGEL AND LOVE

“Don’t kill me!”, “please don’t hurt me!!”,
Says to Love an Angel.
“Please love me without any brushes and burns”,
Says an Angel to Love!!

“That’s the way I am”,
Says to Angel, the Love
“I love u more than any one in the world!”
Those were the words when Angel was in tears
Standing facing Love begging with shear!!

Is the way the love is?
Or is the Love makes it?
Can Angel live without love?
What is Love without an Angel?

These tears made Love also cry,
Angel still wants Love to try!
Dying with a mercy,
Angel lies on a death bed,
Waiting for the day…
When love will find his way!!
……………. Love shall find its way

a Song

2005-11-29T02:14:00.000-08:00

Take my life,
take me in ur arms tonite,
give me d love,
give me d feel and the touch,
show me dat u care for me
show me d eyes who see me.
let me see u still love me too...
and am luking at nothing but you.

Feel my thirst,
feel that i live jst for u,
see these tears,
see lonely eyes wait for u,
come to me now,
come i'v been crying for u,
let me see u want me too.

Hold me in ur arms,
hold me and feel in my heart,
touch my soul,
touch and see where it belongs,
look in my heart,
look to see for whom it sings song,
let me see u still love me too.
else tell me somethng that kills me too..

Tell me wat you see,
tell me that u jst see me,
and m ur world where u wld love to live,
tell me u jst believe,
tell me that u are for me,
and ur heart still beats 4 me.
And life is colourless widout u...

Let me see u still love me too.
Let me see u still want me too

for me please

2005-11-08T10:00:00.000-08:00

for the months i have been missing you,

now i want you to miss me..

for the years i have been dying for you,

now i want u to live for me..

#
for the days i have been wanting you,

now i desire that u need me...

for the seasons i was dreaming about u,

now i want to be in your dreams..

#
for few moments i gave up my life,

now i wish u give me few moments..

for few memories i stayed awake whole nights,

now i need you to take care of some lights..

#
for no reasons i swayed off my heart,

now you please dont play it apart...

for just love i stayed all life long,

now darling nurture that love to make this end a new start!!!!

desires

2005-11-06T09:00:00.000-08:00

give my emotions a key to the door

let me go where am adored

set me free off the shore

give me a choice to choose life of my own.

give me seasons that i fluster on

let me see light across these coulds

set this music beat my heart

give me a chance to have a new start.

give me tears that dont cry anymore

let me burn all those pains i bore

set these feelings to be pure

give me a reason to stay here alone.

give me colours to fill in my life

let me see the brighter side

set these winds on stride

give me a shine to be the star.

2005-10-23T01:22:00.000-07:00

WHY?
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why is it soo difficult .....
to let ur heart out,
to stop ur feelings shout
to keep in urslf ur wishes attire
to speak out ur desires

why is it soo fascinating ....
to recieve a charming glance
to wait for ur oherhalf
to make ur heart desire
to love a person u admire

why is it soo arduous ...
to confess out feelings in heart
to work out brains when ur heart cries
to burn ur heart and stay apart
to try making an unsuccessful start.

why is it soo difficult....
to live watching ur house drowning in fire

let me be free

2005-10-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

wana learn to say goodbye

let u go,fly away

make me free of all these boundations

let me be creative within my own salvations.......

wana turn these tears into stone,

which doesnt leave the shore

make dis heart adamantly strong

let me lead my own way along...........

wana push these emotions inside a deep well

which eats up all it gets

make dis love n hate d same

let me keep my memories in a lost safe........

wana cut down all the thorns

stop d bleeding from these wounds

make dis path lil easier to pave

let me take few steps for just my sake.....

love is a lie

2005-07-04T11:24:00.000-07:00

love is a lie
it betrays u n hurts you wid a knife
makes u bleed till ur last cry
makes ur words false n flies

makes u insane
n leaves u alone in pain
pushes u in a well of despair
makes ur wounds swell open bare

takes ur fame
while u dream of fame u get chained
cut ur wings n leave u disdain
none hears ur cry but see u wid shame

sucks ur happiness n melts ur joy
burns ur desires n dont let u even cry
makes ur life a miserable n in fire
this is love which is a liar!

Loosing

2005-05-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

Am loosing with the lines,
to make you look behind,
see me in pain,
And am growing insane.
Trying to stop you from flying when am in rain....

Am loosing with the lines,
to tell you how i feel tonite,
am all disdain
And carry my love to show you but you refrain....

Am loosing with the lines,
to please my heart's desire,
Am all broken vein,
calling you again and again
In hope that you reply once but me insane.....

Am loosing with the lines,
to make me feel alive
So i can breathe again and fine
With replenished desires !!

something

2005-05-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

Something is missing from the feelings of fragnance,

Something is gained from the swamps of sadness,

Some laughter is shaken by the fellows with sharpness,

Some tears are borrowed from shells of sea side.

Deceptions

2005-05-10T10:32:00.000-07:00

Silence of making our heart abide,
Rules set by mind for fading our lives....

People breaking into houses of fire,
Crushing every ash of burned out desire.....

Notions of preachers spreading on waves,
To kill the mocking bird which was all fake...

Touches of father on son's grave,
To soothe his pain though son's heart ache..

Teachings of hatred adamant in love,
Calling every insane to follow feelings disdain...

While the fleet of ships carrying away our torso,
While souls awaiting our love on shore.
We drove with human abating kisses overflown,
Without the love which was waiting for sure.....

.................feelings unsaid

you!

2005-03-09T05:46:00.001-08:00

your eyes give my dreams a see,
your hands touch my heart to beats,
your legs give me feathers to fly high upon,
your smell gives me reason to bloom,
your love gives my life every breathe.

your passions give colors to my arts,
your truths make my bothers broken apart,
your seasons fill my every touched breeze,
your rhymes give charming melodies to my preens,
and your love gives me another life with serene.

my misses...

2005-03-09T05:46:00.000-08:00

the sin that i did ,
was to miss you all along my life's song...
the miss that i missed,
was the season without your love.
the moments when i slipped,
was the one when you left without touching my frills.
the times when i shook,
was on the path i walked alone.

breathe again

2005-01-25T03:58:00.000-08:00

u killed me once,

hit me soo hard,

my every breath bought soo much pain,

still i praised u thou to shed all the grudges n disdain.

and we took time to settle again.

i grew all d love and the faith,

nourished it with time n pertain.

caressed them with beautiful pain.

cared them so that every bond sustains.

and we took time to settle again.

as time passed i counted every refrain,

with joy from every sad chain,

extraced all that i can hiding all the pain,

made us happy to carry on again,

and we took time to settle again.

but u killed me again,

when i have lost all my gain.

nothing left now to soothe my pain,

caress my tears or my danky fears.

but now i might take time to breathe again......

free

2005-01-19T09:49:00.000-08:00

i wana b free,

fly like i had nevcer been..

live my life wid my own dreams,

i wana be free.

i wana stay clean,

without ne sweat ne need,

leave my wings swaying with glee.

i wana be free.

i wana rise high,

without wondering about the heights.

wana kill every plight.

i wana be free.

i wana touch my face,

with all d love n embrace.

kiss like dove n praise my every phrase.

i wana be free.

i wana stroll every season,

with my own made reasons.

float in those silky fleets..

i wana be free!

2005-01-13T05:55:00.000-08:00

love shows u life!

2005-01-13T05:51:00.000-08:00

waiting across my mind,waiting for thirst to arrive!

not just a happening!

2005-01-03T11:54:00.000-08:00

Make this love not just a happening,

but an occasion to held life long!

Let these hugs not just give warmth,

but reasons to cuddle along.

Let these talks not just be chantings,

but the reasons to hold every storm.

Let these words not just sleep in memories,

but be sinister that carries us along.

Let these kisses not just be of mere lips,

but the love that makes our every breath strong.

and..

Let these smiles not just fill our days,

but laughter that paves our way prolonged!

Be in Dreams!

2004-12-28T09:32:00.000-08:00

Be in Dreams!

Let these Kisses be in dreams,

where i see you close

holding me for sure,

with all those kisses i adore.

When your touches reach every shore,

when my breath rides on waves, high unsecure,

when you hold my senses and take me,lovely mellows!

when i melt in ur arms

and your love soo barm.

let all this be in dreams..

because its where thoughts dont queer,

with no fear of you going away,

and me staying where you left me wait..

for the night so i can dream

holding you again with preen.

forgive me

2004-12-09T23:25:00.000-08:00

forgive me for the times i told you to wait for a second n kept u waiting for 20 mins..
forgive me for the times when i told you there wont be cold out there and you didnt took your sweater ,but u shivered in cold out there..
forgive me for the times when i told u that its shortcut but it opened up in some other world ..
forgive me for the times when i ordered spunky dish saying its the one u wil like d most but u cld hardely ate it...
forgive me for the times when i told you i wil return in saturday whn u kept waiting for me and i returned on monday..
forgive me for the times when i kept u walking miles whne u were starving for a nice resturant which was closed...
forgive me for the times when i bought teras in your eyes saying that u dont love me..
forgive me for the times when i stopped you from kissing me saying it isnt right then when it was perfect to..
forgive me for the times when i said sorry soo many times while you wanted to hear 'i love you'...
forgive me for saying these 'forgive me'(s) soo many times whne u dont wana hear them...
forgive me for every tear i brought into your eyes..
forgive me for everytime i put your heart on ache..
forgive me for not loving you the way i should..
forgive me for loving you soo much that makes me cry over and over again.

deeper and deeper in love!

2004-12-08T17:06:00.000-08:00

Deeper and Deeper in love

Beginning of eternity,
Touching the moment of this life.
Today I stand with no hie,
Listening to my footsteps,
As they ordain me to confer….
Deeper and deeper in love!

My heart servile of his love,
Kernel of which feeding with touch.
No reasons to think for a step ahead.
Every pulse emanates a season of doves,
And I fly….
Deeper and deeper in love!

Admiring the charm of his captivation,
Capering through the petals,
Frolicking in this dense forest,
With the falling leaves of these austere feelings.
Walking hand in hand, I walk…
Deeper and deeper in love!

My heart getting so warm,
On articulation of his charm.
These occult feelings of his charm,
Deep in a valley and,
My heart always on a song.
He walks along with his affable belong,
Carries me….
Deeper and deeper in love!

2004-12-07T23:40:00.000-08:00

smoothing souls!

Am lost...

2004-12-06T02:51:00.000-08:00

Am lost with the words,

to explain you the meaning of my love..

am lost with the touch,

to caress these feelings like a dove....

am lost with the stand,

to touch my feet with the land....

am lost with the time,

to make my love divine!

melting soul!

2004-11-03T11:06:00.000-08:00

Melting soul

Chanting were old memories,
In the crevice of my heart;
Burning was the sensation,
As I broke in many parts!

Sorting every thought,
I ran out, of every correct step;
Reaching towards the end,
Where none of happening,
Was my friend!

My soul melted,
And I drowned in salty tears,
As I left myself,
In a dungeon full of nasty fears!

But still surviving,
Breathing in this horrifying race;
Holding my breath
Trying to make few things and some pace!

Pieces of my broken heart,
I glued together;
Stitched my faith and fasten up every feather,
But those cracks were there,
Which I couldn’t hide forever!

Tanu

miss me?

2004-10-19T23:07:00.002-07:00

miss me?

Dont miss me when am not there,

miss me when love isn't in air.

Miss me when lovely thoughts dispair,

only miss me when touches betrayl.

all together again

2004-10-19T23:07:00.001-07:00

ur hold when i shake,

ur touch whn i break,

makes me alive,

all together again!

ur love when i segregate,

ur strength when i miserate,

makes me possess,

my every reclaims!

ur arms whn m about 2 fall,

ur kiss when am about to drown,

renews my breath ,

with all the jest!!!

ur love when am in trouble,

ur assurance when things r rubble,

gives me a sway,

to pave my way....makes me alive ,

all together again!!

holding past!

2004-10-19T23:07:00.000-07:00

Holding past

Once upon a time,
Sitting in my own hide,
Thinking about the past…
Poison of sorrow drenched my every part,
Air of sadness, touched my every length.

Losing with my heart,
I was thinking soo fast,
Soo deep it was,sucking me to drown,
Also I was not trying to hold my own.

Throwing some stones in the river,
Trying to throw my pain,
I was thinking of past and then it rained.
Cool breeze blew and hit me hard,
That’s when I woke,
But alas all was then vain.
I found in my hand,
Some of left stone were gold without a pretend.

Lost my present and my future,
When I was trying to reacall my past,
This in every present changes its cast.

tanu

2004-10-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

Mom’s love!

When the time fades,
All the paths become vague,
When I shake in every step I take,
Every bond I make breaks,
My mom’s love carries me,
To pave my way!

When forests become dense,
And light gets dim;
When the pain is immense,
And hopes get evanescence,
My mom’s hand cares me,
And hold me in every sense!

When bad thoughts invade me,
When dark clouds surround me;
then thrust of peace sucks me,
And am without any ease,
My mom’s touch liven me,
And her kiss brightens me again & again!

alive

2004-10-11T10:42:00.000-07:00

ALIVE

Today sitting besides this shore,
My feels are breathing on my own.
The moon has somewhere aggravated,
But frolicking tides of happiness are emancipated.
Intractably rising high,
Am happy to be alive!

Smell of the sand is breathing me in,
Feel of the water is floating me swim.
Daubing colors of joy across the sky,
Shores conferring waves for a vivacious height.
Am happy to be alive!!

Going high in the sky,
Also keeping track of my flight.
Having all the strive,
To make my every step rationalize.
Reveling in every pulse of time,
Gazing into sun’s eye,
Am happy to be alive!!!

Adamant for every joy,
Abating are all the cries.
Pennon standing firm in the sky,
Insignia of my journey through life.
My mirth captivating my every reclaims,
Am happy to be alive!!!!

Tanu

ur thoughts when u r gone

2004-10-03T02:48:00.001-07:00

ur thoughts when you are gone!

Music ,when soft voices die,

vibrates in the memory;

Odours,when sweet violets sicken,

live within the scene they quicken.

Rose leaves ,when the rose is dead,

are heaped for the beloved's bed;

And so your thoughts,when you are gone,

Love itself shall slumber on.

sand clinging 2 feet

2004-10-03T02:48:00.000-07:00

I am forever walking upon these shore,

betwix the sun and the foam,

the high tide will erase my foot prints,

and the wind will blow away the foam,

but the sea and sore will remain forver....

2004-09-30T10:17:00.001-07:00

Emotions

Emotions does not travel in a straight line.like water ,our feelings tickle down through cracks and crevices,seeking out their own little niches and pockets.these manifest themselves into relationships that would never ever see the light of day,and would continue to exsist forvever in shadows.

suc relationships are like orbiting twin stars,one visible and other not,the trajectory of that which is evident affected foreve by the gravity of that which is not.

......piece from a lovely article in toi

its u!

2004-09-30T10:17:00.000-07:00

its you!

you chose to talk to me

expecting to have my ears.

u chose to walk with me

expecting me to walk along.

now you chose not to talk to me,

expecting no question from me.

now you chose to stay away from me,

expecting i shouldn't wonder!!

whatever you chose is good for you,

and you always think,

whatever u chose is good for me too!!

you didn't

2004-09-30T10:01:00.000-07:00

you didn't

Remeber the day i borrowed your brand new car and i dented it?i thought you'd kill me but you didn't.
Remeber the day i dargged you to the beach and u said it woul'd rain and it did?i thoght you'd say "i told you so," but you didn't.
Do you remeber the time i flirted with all the guys to make you jealous and you were.i thought you'd leave me.But you didn't.
And remember the time i forget to tell you the dance was formal and you showed up in jeans?i thought you'd drop me.But you didn't.
There were lots of things you didn't do.but you loved me and you protected me.
there were lots of things i wanted to make up to you when ypou returned.But you didn't.